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Wednesday, January 7, 2004

2:27PM - Los Angeles, California, United States of America

"L.A. has no stories. It is the place people come to make stories." ~R.C.

L.J. has many stories. It is the place people come to make up and/or read stories.

Current mood: refreshed

(glad rags sigh)

Wednesday, December 17, 2003

5:12PM - Who wears gold?

"Mountains of gold would not seduce some men, yet flattery would break them down."

-Henry Ward Beecher

Not if it were platinum! I think that I would quite like being seduced by a precious metal!

Current mood: anxious
Current music: Ornaments of Gold - Siouxsie (in my head)

(3 sighs | glad rags sigh)

10:22AM - An Execution

This is what she saw:

The unsuspecting horse was held fast to the ground whilst some soldier split open its belly. The guilty gypsy was shoved inside the horse's belly with only his head protruding from the dying beast. Another soldier then sewed up the wound with the culprit inside, condemned to die, along with the putrefying animal, screaming.

Current mood: predatory

(2 sighs | glad rags sigh)

Monday, December 15, 2003

3:56PM - Black and Tan

Hollow words fed onto a fingerprinted screen
Hidden truths bled from a finger-painted keyboard
Spell it out but don't say a word
Computer machine speaks for you
I'm ready
We're ready
Let's go
Let go

Current mood: amused

(4 sighs | glad rags sigh)

3:46PM - Madonna-Medusa, I Spy a Loser

Black sockets squinting from the hot coals scorching.
There's famine in mind; there's murder in mind from deep inside the coal mind.

Current mood: loved

(glad rags sigh)

Friday, December 12, 2003

10:49AM - Who Is Staring Back At Me?

Have you ever known someone so well that when you gaze into the looking glass you can almost see that person's reflection as well as your own? Soothing yet ominous, the feeling can warm your soul. But, this sensation lasts only until the day you suddenly realize that you have no idea who this person that you are looking at is at all. And as you gaze into the looking glass, you only see yourself staring back. In all other instances, this would be quite fine; one could even call it typical or ordinary. But, this particular reflection was like no other imagined. Through the looking glass, this is what he saw: A pale, hollow face with two brown eyes staring back at him. And when he peered even closer, he could see the faint image of the back of a head walking away...

Current mood: numb

(11 sighs | glad rags sigh)

Thursday, December 4, 2003

12:19PM - This coupon may not be doubled!

Good for one night of piss-drunken danSing!

Current mood: hungry
Current music: ABBA - Dancing Queen

(5 sighs | glad rags sigh)

Wednesday, December 3, 2003

2:17PM - Give me a drink and make it quick...

or else I'm gonna be sick...sick all over...
I'm full. I just had a piece of guava with dried plums sprinkled over it. The Chinese culture is so exotic! I enjoy it here. New food and drink is always a plus in my book. Now, I am drinking creamy almond tea. Exciting, I know...

Current mood: content
Current music: Co-workers speaking Mandarin or Cantonese?

(6 sighs | glad rags sigh)

Friday, November 28, 2003

11:51AM - A lil' bit more than a month...

Just checking in to see what's been going on in the world of lj users. Interesting entries to say the least...I feel so left out these days. Where has the time gone? Where has my desire to post gone? Will it "take me back?"

Thanksgiving with the big Italian family was a happy trip down old school memory lane. I truly enjoyed myself and spending time with my extended family. Sometimes, it's cathartic to return to your "roots."

I am looking forward to a night of drink and danse with someone to whom I am thankful for being in my life. I am Blessed.

Current mood: excited
Current music: "Manic Monday" - (but, it's Friday-that's L.A. radio for ya)

(1 sigh | glad rags sigh)

Sunday, October 26, 2003

1:22PM - Armageddon

Fires continue burning in Southern California disseminating ashes carried by the notorious Santa Ana winds. Relatives of my friends are being evacuated from their homes and only given two hours to collect their belongings. May they be protected as we pray for a miracle.

Current mood: sympathetic

(glad rags sigh)

Friday, October 17, 2003

10:00PM - Godzilla!

He's not from Mars! But, I am!!!!!!!!!It's my birthday tomorrow and I'll cry if I want to...

Current mood: weird
Current music: The Creatures-Attack of the Super Vixens

(1 sigh | glad rags sigh)

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

10:51PM - Haitus End

I am back...but with nothing to say...How can this be you ask? Who can say????????????????

Current mood: indescribable

(9 sighs | glad rags sigh)

Wednesday, September 24, 2003

10:14PM - Silence is golden.

I learned yet another valuable lesson tonight. I realized that you don't always have to talk things to death because it can inadvertently kill other things. I also came to the conclusion with the help of a not-yet-fallen angel that thinking may not necessarily be such a valuable commodity in the psychological realm of things. In fact, it does seem to make things rather complicated and messy. And who likes to be a mess? Who likes a mess? Who wants to clean up a mess? I thought that I did and that there was nothing wrong with an occasional Spring cleaning (albeit fall is almost among us). I wouldn't be who I am without that occasional cleaning. However, I was reminded tonight that a cleaner upper is not always welcome nor needed. I can accept that I think. Well, at least I will try to tolerate it.

Current mood: worried
Current music: Beborn Beton - Another World

(5 sighs | glad rags sigh)

Tuesday, September 23, 2003

10:11PM - I Must Be That Which I Am! Am I that?

You like it fast and strong and you drink for one reason: to get piss-ass drunk!
Congratulations!! You're a shot of some good old
hard liquor!


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Current mood: amused
Current music: The Postal Service - The District Sleeps Alone Tonight

(4 sighs | glad rags sigh)

10:00PM - SOLITARY

Set me aflame and cast me free.
Away, you wretched world of tethers.
Through the endless night and day I have never wanted more.
Always thought that I would stand before the faceless name of justice.
Like some law unto myself, like a child of God again.

And if rain brings winds of change let it rain on us forever.
I have no doubt from what I've seen that I have never wanted more.
With this line I'll mark the past as a symbol of beginning.
I have no doubt from what I've seen that I have never wanted more.

In this picture stands a man, far away, alone and distant.
Like a solitary field in some nameless foreign land.
All around the points of light start to dim and cease transmitting.
Shadows fell on futile games and then there was nothing more.

Through the screams of falling steel. By the light of flares and wisdom.
All the doubts I could not face. All this time I wanted more.
With a line I'll mark the past as a symbol of beginning.
To the gods whose names we've lost and the names who gave in vain.

Set me aflame and cast me free. Away, you wretched world of tethers.
Through the endless night and day I have never wanted more.
Always thought that I would stand before the faceless name of justice.
Like some law unto myself, like a child of God again.

Sever the line to the guilty past, to the ones who brought us nothing
Spoke of futures brave and proud and brought only hate and war.
Lined the roads with hollow praise. Marked the land with paper statues.
Shadows fell on their futile ways and then there was nothing more.

Current mood: satisfied
Current music: VNV Nation

(glad rags sigh)

9:05PM - Southpark Sage

A couple of nights ago, I watched an episode of "Southpark" in which the adults were attempting to teach the children about the importance of tolerance. Of course, they went about it in the most absurd way; but, in the end, a lesson was learned. I, too, learned a very valuable lesson (albeit from a cartoon on Comedy Central). That lesson becomes more succinct the more I think about it. And this is what I have learned: There is a huge difference between tolerance and acceptance. Both are intrinsically positive values to espouse; yet they lie worlds apart from one another in their respective inherent meanings. And that is perfectly alright. I don't mind accepting what I tolerate!

Current mood: contemplative
Current music: The Creatures - Godzilla

(2 sighs | glad rags sigh)

Sunday, September 21, 2003

9:47PM - Anonymous Call Rejection Rocks!!!

I am so glad that I was wise enough to forward that service to my soon-to-be new telephone number. The phone just rang and if I did not have that feature, I would have been forced to be rather unkind and curt to a certain Darla, whom I thought understand in no uncertain terms that I no longer wished to speak to her. It's been at least a few months now I think. When we spoke last, I was very cordial and wished her well. I just don't have time for ungrateful people in my life. Move on...

Current mood: apathetic
Current music: Beyonce - Crazy In Love

(5 sighs | glad rags sigh)

Tuesday, September 16, 2003

10:49PM - Madonna on Oprah

I just watched a small bit of Madonna on today's Oprah, which I recorded of course. I cannot help it - I love her. Madonna is simply beautiful - media whore and all!

Current mood: enthralled

(7 sighs | glad rags sigh)

10:43PM - Out of Bounds

I am firm believer in maintaining self-derived conclusions about lovers or lack thereof. Why should we stick our necks out (or any other body part one might "stick out") for the possibility of an allegorical happiness that we are not capable, nor willing, to reach? The status quo isn't as bad as its alternative. Truly, it isn't! And I am content with my status quo.com!!!

Current mood: irritated

(6 sighs | glad rags sigh)

Sunday, September 14, 2003

9:45PM - Thank God there's a Siouxsie lyric to quote for everything!

All I ever needed is twice removed.
I spit my bile in an airless temper.
In this vacuum a vampire reversed.
This one who breathes life into me.
And even dull mirrors reflect the tarnished twosome.
I stand before myself not another me.
Not Doppelganger nor witless clone.
I stand before myself unrepentant.

Current mood: amused
Current music: The Double Life

(5 sighs | glad rags sigh)

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